Several Weeks Ago I Started Getting Some( Not A Lot)

several weeks ago I started getting some( not a lot) sharp pains around my left upper thigh/ knee area. ever since then the same area is totally numb.more than a falling alsleep numb. barley feel a pin prick..... feel more pressure. Hasn' went away 6 weeks now. also at time of onset sudden bruisen and verocose veins that I never seen before and for the most part are gone now..... Help???? This really sucks ..... Im broke my wife a child left me because of my clinical DEPRESSION and I need some help and yall are saying ...."not so fast" throw that credit card up there and I'll help you. Well I don't have a credit card..... these advertisments aren't enough for your pockets........ Sorry I even asked.If you knew my whole story maybe just maybe you would feel bad