This Seeems To Be A Joke . But Im Going

this seeems to be a joke . but im going to explain whats going on and see if you can help. im a 56 year old mail and have seviere depresion and im a ccutter than means i take all diferent types of pchyc meds and cant seem to get the ones that are presribed to me in the hospital to go home with me they took my sleep meds and changeed my latuda that made me sick i ask for the same aderall they give me inpatient ,they coould prscribe me 30 mg pre release aderall but they donnt and said its a controled and i said yes i know this so is my hydro codone and you give me this every month'