When I Was In My Forties I Would Shoot Needles

when I was in my forties I would shoot needles in my penis to keep ahard on longer so I could satifly my whores. I thought I could do anything . I have since accepted Christ to become if anything a better person my sex life is nothing I'm 68 years of age . two things my skin around the penis always hurts and bleeds sometimes when my penis is hard I also from the injections have platque in the penis about halfway where it gets larger all these problems came from the injections and hittings veins. no money now, or insurance any suggestions.