Where Do I Start I Have Herniated Disc L2, L3,

where do i start i have herniated disc l2, l3, l4, l5, s1, the pain is excruiating. my legs are so weak, i shake, throb, ache, cramping, to the point of being so nauseated. I was told i needed surgery the nite it happened, but 3 neurosurgeons have not scheduled a surgery date. I am so inmobile been on crutches for 2 years and three months, so disgusted to continue life. I was a very active person and my life has been on hold so very long. Some days are so very difficult to even make it to appointments actually every day. Please help me. I see two pain doctors and a pychiatrist who tells me i have to much on my plate. I surely get that, I am living it