Question: I'm experiencing a very difficult situation with my daughter who is 5 months pregnant (due XXXXXXX 3rd). She will be 38 in XXXXXXX and this is her first
pregnancy. She suffers from chemical
depression and an
eating disorder. She was treated for fairly serious
anorexia in college and continues to struggle with weight issues. She told me it would be a life-long problem, along with her depression which she has been treated for since college, also. She will always be on medication for this. She and her husband planned this pregnancy and I am absolutely delighted for them. However, since the beginning of her pregnancy, she has been irritated, anxious, and even angry. I can't talk much about the usual things a mother would say to her pregnant daughter. I don't talk about baby names, her "baby bump", baby showers, etc. I recently patted her on her growing belly and she almost hit me and was furious. I left her house in tears. She seems "jealous" any time attention is given to the baby - which I discovered at Christmas when I gave her a few baby gifts. "I'm still here, you know!" she said to me, as if I were ignoring HER. I recently told her in a short email that I did not appreciate her rudeness and disrespect she had been showing me, responding to an incident where I looked after her house and did several errands for her while she was out of town and she never contacted me when she returned. She replied by curtly thanking me, and telling me she would "find somebody else" in the future to help with these tasks. I haven't heard from her since. This occurred a week ago. She is CLEARLY angry. I suspect she is scared, and feeling overwhelmed by the pregnancy and upset over the weight gain that is occurring, along with the raging hormones. I am trying to balance understanding she is a "special soul" with her challenges during this pregnancy, with standing up for myself when I am the target of her "abuse". I have made an appointment with my therapist but can not get in to see her for another week. I'm feeling hurt and am also very worried about her. So far, I have opted to lay low and give her the space she seems to want. I can't do anything right, so I'm afraid to say or do anything, for fear I will lose her entirely. If she cut me off from her new baby it would kill me...and I don't even really know what this is all about. I have considered calling or emailing her husband. I get along well with him and he is very grounded and her "rock" but I'm not sure it's a good idea. Normally, she's a funny, albeit "salty", smart young woman who makes me laugh and is fun to be around. Her depression makes her moody sometimes, but I'm used to that as my husband is a sufferer, also. She is a trademark attorney and I guess I should add that the
stress of "billing hours" at her firm is a constant battle for her that adds enormous stress to her life. I suspect it's worse now with the pregnancy, as law firms are not usually very "mommy friendly". I believe she will have 6 weeks off and then be expected to be back to work or they will replace her. She's almost attained a spot as a partner in the firm. As you can see, it's quite the scenario. She is my only daughter and I love her, but I'm becoming depressed, too. I also have a son but he lives in another state and is not very close to the situation. My husband is my rock, too and believes she is being hurtful.