Suggest Treatment For Depression

Posted on Fri, 6 Feb 2015

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Question : Dr Bishnoi I think I will be killing myself now. You told me to be patient but I am too sasd and tired for that now,. Obviously XXXXXXX is never going to respond to me now. I have no more than passing interests in what I used to without him.Yhanks for trying to help me..I will never love anyone else,not ever..I am too old to want anyone else and do not have interest in life anymore..

Answered by Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi (22 minutes later)

Brief Answer:
Please don't feel bad about yourself

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

Try to keep patience and don't feel bad about yourself. You have been fighting since long and try to keep that alive. Remain hopeful and optimistic. God will do everything good in your favour. Try to think positive. Don't think bad about yourself. Love yourself and please don't feel bad. Life is a gift by God and keep faith in you. He will respond with time and remain hopeful.

Thanks

Above answer was peer-reviewed by : Dr. Vaishalee Punj

Follow up: Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi (8 minutes later)

Its just that Iam not able towait any longer Dr B. I don't believe he will ever respond..not anymore..I took a lot of Baclofen, three diazepam and five prosazyn a little while ago..hoping to sleep or die soon..thanks...every day is so long and filled with pain both physical and emotional...I can't do even one more day of this...I just want to be with Jesus..no more pain,no more tears no more sadness..I am not even taking showers anymore...thanks forall that you have done forme...

Answered by Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi (7 minutes later)

Brief Answer:
Please don't do anything bad

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

Please don't do anything wrong. Talk to your son and explain about your doses of drugs. Call ER and take proper treatment. Life is much more than you are thinking. It's not the end. Try to develop positivity. Don't feel bad, these medicines may harm you.

I hope you will consider my advice.

Above answer was peer-reviewed by : Dr. Raju A.T

Follow up: Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi (33 minutes later)

I can't do that. They will involuntarily commit me... I will only take enough to help me sleep..maybe by then I will be on medical marijuana...I can't deal with the pain anymore Dr B.. I am so very lonely and the days stretch out so endlessly..

Answered by Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi (9 minutes later)

Brief Answer:
Don't self medicate and over medicate yourself

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

Try to sleep properly, you are a good human being and don't feel depressed. If the pain is disabling then you can go for medical marijuana and this should help in pain due to dystonia. If problem of sleep is very distressing then consult a doctor for medicines after one day. Don't self medicate and over medicate yourself. Think about your children. For them you mean a lot, don't loose your hope. Think positive and try to pass that phase. The bad phase will pass and you will feel good.

Thanks

Above answer was peer-reviewed by : Dr. Prasad

Follow up: Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi (15 minutes later)

I am in too much psychic pain to be able to think of my children right now. My daughter and I had a fight..she has some really nasty parts and leveled her frustration and anger at me yesterday as I told you on messenger. I am sleeping okay on melatonin but my ability to follow through on self care has gone. I had 27 years of sobriety that I broke in August and will be drinking again to cope soon as I run out of medications too fast,. They work better than wine and I have bad pancreatitis when I drink but oh well, I don't care anymore.

Answered by Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi (7 minutes later)

Brief Answer:
Avoid drinking as this may precipitate pancreatitis again.

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

You have history of pancreatitis then I hope you should also be aware of the fact that drinking again may precipitate pancreatitis and it may worsen the condition. This may result in severe pain so try to avoid drinks if possible. If you were responding to melatonin then this is best thing because melatonin is a very safe medicine. Try to consult your doctor again if you are running out of medicines.

Talk to your son if you had fight with your daughter. Your son has been a good support to you. You can talk with him, even talk to your daughter again. Don't feel bad about that fights. Familial fights should always be ignored. Try to sleep and wake up with positive and good mood.

Thanks.

Above answer was peer-reviewed by : Dr. Raju A.T