Suggest Treatment For Depression

Question : Dr Seikhoo Bishnoi please. I am beginning to worry a lot about XXXXXXX going up to see XXXXXXX next week...would it be okay if XXXXXXX is okay with XXXXXXX going up there to see him next week if a month later I go with him to see him? I am so afraid of him filing another injunction on me that I am reluctant to go up there to see XXXXXXX when XXXXXXX goes up there. XXXXXXX never had any injunction against him so with him it is easier this time if he goes alone...but then XXXXXXX doesn't think rationally so we have no idea what is going to happen...it is best if I not have another injunction filed against me..I still love XXXXXXX but am so afraid of him chasing me out of the store that the fear has me immobilized...I am getting really anxious so am taking the zyprexa with the zanax every day now..I am sleeping better which is a good thing..

Okay. XXXXXXX thinks it will be okay too. XXXXXXX said he will talk to XXXXXXX and come down and tell me how it went. XXXXXXX thinks it will be okay too. I do think the medicines are helping me especially the zyprexa zanax and remeron combination but also the extract of the ribis nigrum black current berry. It helps with the racing thoughts and my sleeping is a lot better too. Finally something is working for the sleep too. I get worried when there is nothing to worry about I get surges in adrenaline almost feels like an internal electrocution that I have very little if any control over. Then nothing helps. This naturpathic doctor is very very good and her methods along with the regular medicines seem to be working but I am gaining weight....I weigh 89kg and am only 5 ft 2 inches tall too small to be so heavy but I need to get the depression and anxiety under control. You will be happy to know that my blood pressure is down and the lasix and cardevelol are helping me a lot. I just have to get through the next two weeks. XXXXXXX thinks XXXXXXX might even be willing to see me but I am letting XXXXXXX talk to him first. The injunction ends tonight at midnight on the 19th. I can't believe I made it through this year already. Maybe something will happen that we will go to Israel yet. XXXXXXX didn't seem like he wanted to go but that's okay. If he gets well he just might want to eventually...thanks for supporting me these many months...


Do you think I should wait to email XXXXXXX until after XXXXXXX goes to see him? I drafted an email to him telling him I hope he has found the peace he is looking for in Jesus and had attached Psalm 23 and told him to remember Jesus is his peace. i said I missed him and would always love him. I wont send it if you dont think I should. Its more important to me that I eventually see him. I know now it is important to deluge him with emails and visits. i can't call him and won't do anything if you think its not right. Had I listened last year to you I wouldn't be in this mess now. He does get easily agitated.

Okay. I will wait...thanks so much...I am feeling so sad today as I have nothing to do and no one to do anything with. I see XXXXXXX once a week now and have no money even for food..I am hoping that somehow he can live with me again but today all I want to do is stay in bed...not a good thing...I won't see XXXXXXX till next weekend..


i am sliding into a depression again....not about XXXXXXX so much but my living situation...I won't see XXXXXXX until next Saturday and i have no lines on any living places for the two of us to to live together...wish my life was over...it is so hard to be this poor and lonely...


When I feel like this I want to take a lot of medicines....it sometimes stops the suffering.The injunction is over as of last night