Question: I tried to be a good Christian, and respect my body by not masturbating I managed a month, but think I can do better. after the intense orgasm cause it had been awhile (and what seemed to be a painful tip. I had clear ejaculate with orange hard kinda jelly like bits in the tissue paper. this is a first for me. I have had jelly sperm, with no concerns there, like tapioca, but this time I am a bit concerned. the tip of my penis still hurts ever so slightly, and right now Im realizing what a real orgasm is... I have never abstained for longer than a week in my entire life and im 43... Im on an antipsychotic and paxil, for schizoaffective ocd....and am on crestor, buspirolol (monocor) and baby aspirin..for my heart.. I take vitamins e and c in the morning, but mega doses when I use oral chelation therapy to flush out my system of toxic minerals....hence why I never got that triple bypass.... anyway.... that's another story... I drink ALOT of coffee, smoke, and my mouth is getting dry lately.... its been that way for a while...but seems to be getting worse....since I got on the paxil....