Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. You are being misguided by someone about masturbation. Masturbation is a natural act and even animals do masturbate. You cannot loose your health or become impotent because of masturbation. all these are misconception. You are anxious and could be obsessed about the masturbation thoughts and that is the reason why you are having all these problems. There is nothing to worry about. Lessen the frequency of masturbation and think normal. Be healthy and concentrate on your career to have a healthy life style. For psychological and sexological counseling visit http://psychocure.blogspot.com/ Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.