Can Regular Masturbation Lead To Breakage Of The Hymen?

hi, I want to ask something. I started masturbating when I was at the age of 7 till now its been 21 yrs since I started masturbating I usually rub myself with the billow and from where I am from being virgin is very very important; now I am 28 yrs old and so scared that my family or the husband to be to find out that I masturbated. I want to make sure that I didnt lose my virginity, even though I have never seen any blood while I am masturbating so is it possible that I didnt pop up my hymne
thanks