To give a little information about myself, i have had anxiety my whole life and just got diagnosed with OCD. I also have a therapist and am 15 years old. One of my worrys lately has been of becoming a sociopath, one day i started to have a panic attack so i smoked this legal calming herb to mask the feeling, days later i realised that was a huge mistake and i had this intense panic attack in the middle of school. I felt completely depersonalized and just terrible like never before. After that i feel like my entire brain shutdown, i almost feel like im high all the time off of pot (when im conpletely sober) i also have realised my emotions seem really cut off and have a lack of empathy, my bad thoughts give me a tingly type of feeling now rather than anxiety. Im scared that i am becoming a sociopath cause im sure i am. Not only all of that but i feel like I've just lost touch with myself and my true self, i can barely think anymore. Please help