How Can Depression And Anxiety In A Bipolar, Alcohol Addict Be Managed While Mourning The Loss Of A Celebrity Role Model?

hello my name is XXXX. I have a very disturbing PSYCOTROPIC MED ???? one of my ROLL MODELS IN MUSIC JUST DIED @ 52 years old. The MEDICATION IS ADDIVAN and social media is calling the death a suicide. I take ADDIVAN ( PRN ) for ANXIETY when needed to mellow out some. My diagnosis is I am a chronic addict (STRONG ALCOHOL & STREET DOPE ) with 24 plus years dope free AND I am bipolar 1 ( rapid cycle ) / psysophetric with suicidal/homicidal leanings. the mans name was CHRIS CRONELL from 3 grunge rock AMERICAN BANDS. Out of SEATTLE ( SOUNDGARDEN,TEMPLE OF THE DOG and AUDIO SLAVE ) My PSYCHIETRISTS name is Dr. ROY / I feel I should contact him emediatly to attempt to find a much safer alternative MED