hello,i have stage4 polymorphic reticulosis,am alive 8 yrs.after being sent to Wells House,live in hospice to die.pure guts have kept this former major league baseball player alive.Imagine going deep inside your own nose with home-made pickers ,to dislodge crusts,and necrotic crap.Every place i go,could care less about me,because of a terminal tag!Any suggestions?