How Can Severe Depression And Anxiety Be Treated?

- I haven t left my room for two weeks. Scared, worried, angey, from everyone and everything, full of hate and fear. - before i end my univ, i was forced to go out for lessons, and even then i didn t like it, i even get scared buying something from a shop. - i get mental break downs sometimes, and i find myself walking back and forth in the room talking to myself and slaping my head like a crazy person, and deep inside i feel me, and i say that is not me! . - i hated noise, parents..so i stay up all night and sleep all day. - i used to hv a girl i like to make all this go away, and i was planning to asl her hand after univ, but sadly there are no jobs, not even simple jobs that can just make me pay a rent and put food on the table, so i m sure her parents will find her a good man soon, and if i lose her, i ll lose the only hope. - im a novelist, a writer..and between the crying and the hate, i started to write suicidal letters..and m scared that one day i ll do it, or the person in me that shows up.. - this effected my neveres, heart, kneez, back..all organs.. - i hated all ppl, my parents, eating...u name it! ..i don t know if this is all, but ..i just hope i ll find guidness.