Huge problems with spouse and my direct family. Have tried counseling only to be more mierable 47-48sin life. Don t know what to do.....I am the eldest adult in a 3 girl family, my sisters are R.Nn. s BSN s MSN s. I was the most rebellious of 3, never ngetting past an LPN. Giving birth to an autistic chid at age 27. I am now an LPN working 4 nights 11-7 a week in a sub-acute 60 bed facility in MA. I am still the very least valued of my siblings, although I have held jobs down, managed an 18 year relationship with one partner, and my parents continue to disparage my past and Hate all I do and say, even if it is the truth. My husband who had a chest pain totally fake incident at his work is now on disability has no desire to please me in any way in the bedroom it s vanilla, his way or no way at all. Tired of working and getting put down continuously, and absolutely no satisfaction in the bedroom!