How To Cure Hippocampal Lesion?

well i was diagnios with left temperlope epilepsy i,ve been on topamax for about 3 and half years i was about 29 when i had my first seizure im now 34 i have 3 boys and im still having all sorts of seizures from weird body feelings to lip smaking to staring i told finally my 3rd nerololigist that im just not doing well physically mentally or emoitionally this has ruin my life i am completly a basket case up and down i have been with my husband since we were 14 and 15 im a mess and no one has answers i live in canada u would think i would get help i reasonlly asked for a MRI they came back with a story that i have a hippacappal lesion then they call it a tumor i just dont know what to do get a new dr and start again or what my memory is getting worst and worst my moods r so bad what do u think