hi...i..i feel depressed,not actually..umm well i feel just useless,good for nothing,pretty much a cry baby or something...unable to concentrate on my studies ...mostly because of constant excessive check on me and my mothers lack of trust on me due to past events....i know that am working hard and still ...because of my past mistakes,which havent been a long ago,my mother seems to be excessively trusting my sister in whatever lie she speaks...i feel its better for me to die...can you please suggest me some sleeping pills or something? or atleast tell me how to concentrate on my studies in adverse situations