I Am 72 And In Chronic Serious Pain. Allergic To

I am 72 and in chronic serious pain. allergic to the anticonvulsives, more than 13 antidepressant, I tried for
some kind of pain control; only to have antiphalactic shock, tarda dyskinesia, and other horrible life threatening or overwhelming side effects that I could not function. did not go away with continued use.
Lyrica caused horrible nightmares and suicidal tendencies. with barrettes, ulcers, dylplasia, hyrnia the ansaids and anti inflammatories caused bleeding. Can't get many of my medica problems like a tear in the spinal column fixed as many, many doctors won't take my insurance, and where I live there is no transportation except to pay seniors if you have the money and they haven't already promised ten other people they will drive them. pain clinics, the few that would take me prescribe the above that my body cannot tolerate and one wonderful doctor was horrible and told me to live with the pain. I am having one hell of a time getting more than one 10 mg. of norco every 6 hours. It isn't doing it, especially now after gall bladder surgery. I am almost in a state of despair. I cry all day. my life is crying, shaking, going ot the bathroom and bathing. the only people I see are through my bedroom window. what are all the doses of norco, and what is considered safe. I have no ill effects. my breathing is 97-100 on room air, I am not acting weird, my liver is fine. can take more, cause I am so miserable and my home physician, cause of no transportation, thinks it is no safe to take more. cm