Hi, Welcome to Health care magic forum.
You have faced so many problems,and suffering with the P.T.S.D,and did crisis,and in pains like muscle pains,spasming,which is effecting,the mental health,ringing in the ears.
First of all you should get the treatment for the physical problems,once these are controlled,the psychological problems may come down to a maximum extent.
If you feel some thing is to be done then you can
consult a psychologist.
Take more of green leafy vegetables,pulses,sprouts,and protein rich foods to have blood,general health and resistance against infections.
Wishing for a quick and complete recovery. Thank you.