first believe on yourself, try to strengthen will power.past is past .it cant come back again.we ve to made our future better by making present worthful.im sure you will definitely come out of this condition.if u suddenly stopped antidepressant dont do it do it gradually and at the same time do morning exercise which will secret hormones,endorphans that will help u to make ur mind fresh.empty mind is evil's workshop.so get engaged all time.and think only positive. if u use properly vipassana meditation.( right now only aana-pan).will definitely help u.u just made the habbit to think only positive.i m sure it will take time but u will come out of it.good luck

Hi, welcome,
History of traumatic childhood always troubls a lot but u are lucky to admit and understand the situation around u. Dont get depressed, to take u out of this situation is a team work,which comprises of your family members, friends and offcoures the doctor/counselor which is still needed.
Dont remain alone, keep yourself busy with some work or some entertainmentin free time.
Dont hideor supress any feeling or thought from your doctor or family, express everything, this will make you light, free of thought burdens, free of anxiety, fears, insecurity and every negative feeling.
This is the only key of removing negetivity from your mind. Do whatever seems to make u happy, cool, contented, like, eating the things of your choice, travelling,driving, doing yoga, or walk,being with nature, helping somebody, dont feel guilty for anything, just share and share yourself with your team what i mentioned above and also if there is a need of medicine, get homoeopatic magic pills.
Very soon u will come out of this situation, remember u r not the single person here to have this kind of trouble, there r lot many more.
Goodluck!
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Dear
Meditation and surrender to the will of God is a big help to maintain cool. No one is supreme here the silent whip of supreme power is the only governing force, seeking His blessings and pleasure and good luck ensures bounties of unexpected things and events. As a treatment shirodhara in ayurveda calms the tempers. Along with this some herbal brain tonics do good. ashwagandha brahmi shankh pushpi etc do good. All this needs a will to change.

Hi,
Anxiety disorder is a serious mental illness.
There are several recognised types of anxity disorders.
Social anxity disorder involves overwhelming worry and self- conciousness about everyday social situation. The worry often centers on a fear of being judged by others, or behaving in a way that might cause embrrassment or lead to ridicule.
Medication can keep the symptoms under control.
Ayurveda treatment is based on the mind- body constitution of the person.
Apply Hibril oil.
Take Shankanpushpi and Tagara internally.