My Heart Hurts A Lot And Need Your To Help

I have a dad, mom, and stepdad. I don t know if I love them or not. We have been through a lot lately, and honestly, I don t think I can go on. Tonight, I misplaced some school work. I asked my mom if I could sit in her office and sort through my backpack to try to find it. I did and my mom and stepdad got mad at ME after SHE approved it. So then I told them I was gonna go upstairs to get a folderto put it away and I told them. They freaked put and shoved my stuff into my backpak and now I have to sort thru it again. Determined to find my school work, I asks to look around. For some really stupid reason it ticked them off and they cancelled my phone service! When me and my mom were arguing, she wouldn t let me speak up! I would tell her to leg me talk but she of course kept interupting me! This is really unfair! I admit I did some wrong like rolling my eyes, and and defending my self in a snobbish way but hey, what the hell was I supposed to do? And they told me to stop crying but I cannot help it!!! I get really stressed! And I am really sensitive!!! I feel there is a torch near my heart and it is slowly fading away in life and emotion. Please help. I meant how do I get the idiot parents to stop and get my phone service back!