Hello this hamz i am 22 years old , through my early years of teenage I was told all the time that i am acting like girls because my voice remained soft for a during my last years in school and through my last five years at school i suffered a lot and i feel i am distorted , i feel my self weak and i don t have the interests that most guys have or do i don t like to smoke or drink i don t chase or flert girls , i like girls and i am a straight guy but i don t like to do such things i have been thinking all the why i am different , nowadays i am at college all everything is going all right but i still scared from everyone who is trying to joke with me i take every single action or word so seriously so i feel my self so stiff with people , I am so stressed i keep recording my self on video camera to watch the way i behave if it is girly or it is inappropriate. people always say that so gentle and tactful i am happy with that but i want liberate my self from my past and i want to feel i am like all guys in