Red Spots On Legs. Internal Stress. Have Dark Patches. Trapped Blood? Help?

My husband died last year, and I have been dealing with a lot of internal stress . I had started to see little red spot above my ankles on both the end side of my legs sometime the spots that are now brown, look a little shinny. Now the spots are forming dark patches that will not go away. I have tried everything to lighten them, but the brown patches only become red and burns leaving the marks darker. I had been over a year and the spot have spot but the mark will not go away. I am 57, and no health Insurance. When my husband died, my health Insurance ended. What could I put on my legs to get rid of the trap blood under the skin, that I can get over the counter. Thank You D