Hello and ty first off. I am 20 years old going though depression and I m really curious about some drugs. I am in no way a doctor or think i know anything related. I don t like being depressed and i haven t found anything to help me, except adderall. I don t know why but it get up in the morning take an adderall, force myself to have a snack if not breakfast, and its so amazing. I m not down I smile at babies going by in carriages. It s so amazing that this can make me feel so different. I guess my question(s) are, I don t have a prescription and i buy them from a friend(I know, shady but adderall isn t something i need to to get from a doctor for it to be necessary) what will a doctor say if I try to explain this to them? Am i using adderall negatively? And take note that i didn t eat much being depressed, and on adderall i have a healthy appetite and i am finally raising my weight from a 5 3 male 120 pounds to 140 pounds in two months. If this is all wrong what can I do to help myself. I don t have insurance and I don t have family.Ty even if you read this all and hopefully you can help me to understand more.-Bryan