sir i am a young male of age 22. sir one day i made a mistake which turned my life upside down.my story-" one day i was alone at home, i was having the laptop of my uncle with myself at that day.so i thought to watch a porn movie on it. after that i bought a cd of porn movie from market and watched but,i was in constant fear of getting caught by my uncle. sir after that day i started living in fear of getting caught anyhow by my uncle or by my parents. out of immense fear i confessed the matter to my uncle,and family by myself. sir,now after confession the has been like hell to me. though nobody said anything to me,but i am not able to live my live happily. several times i also planned to suicide out of embarrassment. sir it has been 4 yrs since i am suffering through. i also taken help of several psychiatrist and psychologist,but nothing proved beneficial for me. right now i met a psychiatrist ,and he prescribed some medicines to me after which i am feeling a little relaxed. but i am not able to get myself back in full phase. sir I AM NOT ABLE TO FEEL SEXUAL EXCITEMENT LIKE SEVERAL OTHER YOUNG GUYS OF MY AGE. I AM COMPLETELY FEELING VERY LOW MOOD. ALSO I AM NOT ABLE TO FANTASIZE,SO I FEEL LESS POWERFUL AND LOW IN ENERGY THAN OTHERS. SIR I AM VERY MUCH SCARED OF MY SEXUAL LIFE,WHICH ALSO CONTROLS SEVERAL ASPECTS OF LIVE.SO I AM PERFORMING LESS THAN I SHOULD. SIR ESPECIALLY FOR MY SEXUAL CONCERN WOULD U LIKE TO SUGGEST SOME REMEDY OR TREATMENT POSSIBLE,SO THAT I COULD WORK WITH SAME ZEAL. IS THERE ANY POSSIBLE TREATMENT TO THIS SPECIFIC SYMPTOM OF MY DEPRESSION????SIR PLEASE ANY TREATMENT,I AM READY EVEN FOR ANY TYPE OF SURGICAL PROCEDURE OF ANY PORTION OF BRAIN, IF THAT CAN DO IT. I JUST WANT MY SEXUAL LIFE BACK, BECAUSE THAT WAS THE ONLY THING WITH WHICH I WAS ABLE TO FEEL WELL,POWERFUL, AND DO MY STUDIES. SIR PLEASE SUGGEST ME ANT REMEDY,BECAUSE I HAVE TRIED SEVERAL PSYCHIATRIC MEDICINES,WHICH HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO DO THAT. PLEASE SUGGEST ME ANT SURGICAL PROCEDURE OF BRAIN WHICH CAN BOOST MY SEXUAL LIFE.