Suggest Methods To Handle Depression In Elderly.

I feel like crying a lot, when I wake up in the morning the first thing I feel like is just starting to cry. I try to distract myself, I feel I have no friends and family, I have seen a doctor but I feel antidepressents aren't working. I am feeling angry at everyone too. I see a councellor but I feel that she doesn't understand me. I have felt lonely my whole life. I was adopted at birth and I feel I have never had a family that accepted me as their own. My whole childhood I cried myself to sleep every night. I am nearly 50 yrs old, I have been crying my whole life over something or other, but for the last year I cry at all most anything.