I was with my ex girlfriend for a year, we were engaged and lived together. she broke up with me because she said she doesn't love me, and says we shouldn't have contact, when I leave her alone she contacts me, and says she misses me sometimes. even tells me how much she misses my love, my touch, the way we would make love. but when I say "ok, let's try again" she says she is not in love with me and we will never get back together. this has gone on for two months. she even tried to get back with a guy she thought she was in love with, but realized she missed me. is she still in love with me? what is she doing?