Hello doctor, well i had a relationsip with this girl four years ago i was completely in love with her but she treated me like crap, we broke up and ever since ive been comparing every girl with her.
from six months til now i woke up one day feeling really sad and confused and started having these thoughts about guys because since june that i dont feel sexuallly attracted to girls i mean i dont feel any type of sexual desire, so i keep thinking that if it is a guy it will all go normal again..am i fooling myself ?
also four months ago i met this girl shes really special and is now my best friend i would give everything to fall in love with her cause she's so amazing, and we kiss and i have erections, we also did other things not actual sex cause shes a virgin, but oral sex and physically i reach but emotionally i feel nothing
am i really gay and trying to fool myself or is this just a complicated and confused phase ?