I had a baby 10 weeks ago and suffered a 3rd degree tear. Everything is healed up on the outside and it is no longer painful when sitting or laying down. However when I am standing, particularly in one place for a while as opposed to walking around, it is very uncomfortable. It's a lot of pressure, like a tarp that is full of water. It feels like at any moment it could give way. Obviously I know this will not happen, but it's the best way to describe it. Some days it feels like it's getting worse rather than better. Is this normal?