Hi,
Here's my problem. Every day I feel anxiety, I think almost constantly about that problem which I cannot solve. A year ago I watched porn on my PC and suddenly I had the feeling bad. The name of on of the actors was like the name of one saint. I realized that I'm punished, that watching porn is a sin. I deleted all the porn from my computer. The doctors examined me, they said I have a Vegetative-vascular dystonia. Now I feel better, but the problem remains unsolved. I live in fear, I read many books, I want to watch porn - all they say that it is quite normal for a human, but I'm affraid - the thought that it would be a sin, that I could be punished somehow - all that process of permanent rational analysis doesn't give me any peace of mind.
So, what would you advise me, what could I do?