Suggest Treatment For Depression

Over the past 3 yearsy life has been a constant head spin is started a couple years before I graduated high school my mother unexpectedly passed away after having a liver transplant n couldn t fight off her infection I was her only child and she she kept me shelter having to leave the life I have always known to move states away with her parents and the rest of her family I hard to work through graduating starting college and dealing with the harsh un acceptance of my sexual orientation from my family tho wings constant guilt on me for what they had to do for me after my mother passed they wanted to change who I was completely because they feel me being a lesbian makes them look bad . Dealing with a partner that took advantage vulnerable couldn t concentrate in school and dropped out now I work myself till I can t move n just pass just to keep from having time to think I have stopped hanging out with my friends and my family I go to work then lock myself in my room alone everyday I ve lost my care every time I meet anyone I don t get close because I feel like everyone will leave me eventually