Hello, I am a 20 year old female. When I was in high school, I suffered from a really bad headache. This headache caused me to have dry mouth, difficulty focusing, a feeling of liquid flowing through my head. Till this day these symptoms interfere with my work and school life and I don t feel okay at all. I feel irritated and sad all the time. When I was little, I had meningitis. I almost died, but doctors were able to save me. Additionally, when I was little I would have severe panic attacks. My parents would drive to the hospital because my heart would beat so fast and I couldn t breathe. When I got to the hospital, it would go away. I just always felt like something was wrong with me. My parents would drive by hospitals and I would want to go there to feel safe . I never felt safe anywhere. I don t know if I have a mental or developmental disability. I just want to know what is wrong with my brain. I think I have a neurological disorder because of my physical symptoms. The symptoms I experience now are: dry mouth, tension headaches, my mouth sometimes trembles, difficulty focusing, difficulty breathing (having to yawn in order to breathe better), irritability and nervousness.