Hi,
Thanks for your question.
I do understand your pain and discomfort.
As per your history is concerned please follow my points :-
1)First ruled out
depression by this Gold berg scale as below-
a)U do things slowly-[yes/no]
b)you feel your future seems hopeless-[yes/no]
c)It is hard for you to concentrate on reading a book-[yes/no]
d)sometimes you feel the pleasure and joy has gone out of your life-[yes/no]
e)U have difficulty making decisions on your own-[yes/no]
f)U have lost interest in aspects of life that used to be important to U-[yes/no]
g)U feel sad, blue, and unhappy-[yes/no]
h)You are agitated and keep moving around-[yes/no]
i)U feel fatigued-[yes/no]
j)It takes great effort for u to do simple things-[Yes/No]
k)U feel that you are a guilty person who deserves to be punished-[Yes/No]
l)U feel like a failure-[Yes/No]
m)you feel lifeless -- more dead than alive-[yes/no]
n)your sleep has been disturbed -- too little, too much, or broken sleep-[yes/no]
o)You spend time thinking about how you might kill yourself-[Yes/No]
p)You feel trapped or caught-[Yes/No]
q)U feel depressed even when good things happen to you-[Yes/No]
r)Without trying to diet,you have lost, or gained weight-[Yes/No]
Check whether you have more than 5 positive answers or not?
I hope I was able to address your query. If you have any further questions, please do not hesitate to write to me.
Wishing you all the best.
Thanks