Suggest Treatment For Restlessness,suicidal Thoughts,irritation, Mood Swing,loss Of Energy

hello doc, 24 female here, m suffering from chronic depression from last 20 months due to differences between me n my parent. as they are having conservative values they used to ban my social activities n repeatedly blaming me for my so called mistakes due to which, from last 20 months, i even niether met a single frnd nor talked. no one understands me n there is no one to whom i can share my feelings even my mom use to blame me 2.. thus i feel too depressed n lonely.. i cant sleep till 4 am thus wake up in noon.. this became my routine.. even my eating, bathing, sanitary habits became worse, sometimes i use to hold my hunger maximum i can, upto 8-9 hrs n sometimes i use to eat at intervels of half to one hrs. now a days m fearing of getting rejected by every one, dats why became hopeless n worthless.. other symptoms include restlessness, suicidal thoughts, irritation, mood swing, loss of energy, loss of interest in everything.. so i request you to help me to get rid of this worst era of my life.. thank you