Hi,
Thanks for posting in HCM.
I understand your concern.
Please try to understand that size and shape of the penis has nothing to do with sexual satisfaction or
fertility. Most of the people penis is bent and might be situated with slight deviation to left or right side.
What problem you are facing is
erectile dysfunction related to anxiety and lack of confidence. Initially, such things happen to many.
For this, you can practice
behavioral therapy technique called 'pause and squeeze'. You can take drugs to maintain erection like
Tadalafil. Slowly with the gain in confidence, you can stop using the drug. Also, practice
meditation to keep your mind calm and healthy. Learn the art of having sex and don't do it in a hurry as just a physical act.
Hope the information provided would be helpful.
All the best.