i think i have anxiety if i dont what do i have?
in yr 6 i was walking home from school, we left at 3:35 I was about halfway there to my house it was 4pm and there is a path which leads the shops and the shops lead to my house but in the middle of the path were 2 teens the teens were smoking and i was scared they'd kidnap me so what I did was I sat on my bag for an hour until they had gone but i think they left before cus my mum came and the boys werent there and i didnt have my phone
next day, there was the same path, and there was a man walking his dog and i thought he wuld grab me so i did like that fast walk
next one: 2 teens behind me, I ran cus i thought they would run and kidnapp me!!
I have sucidial thoughts, self harmed before with my teeth (bit myself)
I had a rough past, given alchohol by my dad when i was 3, dad used to abuse my bro, bro was involved in a gang and they would use to throw rocks at our windows, Once i was in my room and a person threw a rock in the window and i was young maybe 5,6,7 or 8 and it nearly hit me luckily it didnt.
What do I have ? anxiety,worry anything else? could my past could of caused this?
I sometimes hesititate to ask a question, it might be because im shy but i have noticed my confidence has defintaly boosted.
I sometimes speak my mind depends on who im with.
Im always thinking in bed and since im thinking so much its harder to go to sleep
Thanks.