Suggest Ways To Increase Penis Size

two years ago brutally stretched me about doing the exercises penis jelqing I had low self-esteem had a normal penis but I wanted a bigger one, I should have accepted as it was and went idiot to do so, from that day my life has become very difficult as my penis change feels different and looks different are noticed more nerves and lost believe sensitivity and also my penis in the cold or when I run shrinks and is very annoying, I was always shy and could never have a girlfriend and now I feel less opportunities have fallen in love or liking a girl and I ll have a little fascist but I have a penis that insurance is defective and not know if I can satisfy enough a woman and every time I have more the need to be with a beautiful girl that I love and sex that is what I need, and gone to the urologist 2 times and say that everything is fine this all in my head I very much do not believe them, and searched the internet solutions or cures many say that I have done rest my penis for a long time and may not masturbate and do not have sex, I have thought to do that though difficult, often I think of a black to me that my penis will not return to normal future and that old age will worse and I can never satisfy me or a woman and to know the love of my life, and thought about suicide several times but I do for my family what should I do? Do you think there is hope? I have 21 years I m from Argentina and I m desperate