i hate to self diagnose but i can t articulate into words how i feel, i believe i have borderline personality disorder in conjunction with emotional detachment and strong feelings of depersonalisation, how should i go about this? do i talk to my GP? i need to be able to feel comfortable with the person i am speaking to and i also need to know if going through the system is good in the long term, e.g will any medication have a clear effect on me or should i just try and get on with life like i have for the past year? also i have all the symptoms of bpd apart from the self harm, i have always had the ability to refrain from self harming although i idealise suicide all the time it is concerning