Hello thanks for asking from Health Care Magic You have habit of wearing clothes of females, and have feelings that some male should have intercourse with you considering you as female. These ideas are certainly wrong considering your marital status. You have anxiety about these thoughts. As per my opinion consult a psychiatrist for evaluation and treatment. Psychotherapy and counselling will help to find out abnormal beliefs and thoughts in your mind. Then abnormal thinking process in corrected by multiple sessions. In some individuals these thoughts produces significant distress and result in severe anxiety. In such patients medicines like Fluoxetine, Paroxetine, Escitalopram etc are given. These medicines not only help in decreasing depression but will also help to relieve abnormal ego dystonic thoughts. Try to control your thoughts, visit a psychiatrist for prescription of these drugs. Thanks, Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi