Sometimes my Chest and my hearth hurt so bad that I want to (and i do) punch my hearth to forget the pain. it s so bad sometimes that I will cry of it. I also have a very painful pain in my head that catches me and sometimes it s so bad. I know that have depression. Every time that I get upset (which happens very often for me) my hearth aches so bad. it happens other times too but mostly when I get upset (and as I said this happens to me on a daily basis and I cant do anything about it for now). There is another problem that I have with masturbation. I can t not do it because then my stomach hearts and I feel weird. If i DO masturbate it also results in stomachache but it releases my tension. I know I sound like a whining person but I m in so much pain and no one wants to believe me even if they see me cry of it. whats the solution to my problems ?