Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. Let me sincerely make you aware that medicines alone cannot cure any psychological disorders. Neural transmission network is working with the help of minute electrical charge. These charges get altered due to so many reasons. Cure is in restoring correct charge. Reprogramming the signals with the help of psychotherapy does the trick. Medicines just block the or intercept signals. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.