hi, I have had middle back pain with a tearing shearing sensation in my low back and into my middle back but only on one side, the right side, I am told my mri is norm, I do have severe stenosis in my neck on the rigt side, but the pain seems to be worse in the middle under the intercostal muscles. they are in spasms I have baclophen, but it feels like adb pain. also. I m scared and cant get a doc to even take me serious.my right leg , my right side from neck to toe hurts. so much I don t want to be here, I am not recieveing andy treatment as I m told back pain is a sin and not treated with pain meds. so I go without. what can I do please help me. I am 59 ur old female with hx hypereflexia, ongoing. I have to much pain, I think about not having pain anymore. I cry all the time , I m stigmatized, judeged. so I just don t ask, I cant sit. I feel like I am being twisted around at the waist and pulled hard. I am begging for mercy