ok, ive went through a huge depression one year, smoked some weed, and it went away, i felt happy, especially high, then i started smoking spice, it gave me psychosis. For 4 months after i last smoked spice, i severly felt insane, i stopped smoking it last year january. since then i slowly been feeling more and more normal again, the air smells the way i remembered it, i have the emotions, and feelings i use to have before i hit that year of depression. Like i feel more me than i have in 4 years i want to say now. but now i feel depressed. Its weird, i feel exactly the way i wanted to, think a lot healthier, feel a lot healthier, but i am sad. and i have no clue why, if this is exactly how i know i should feel. Like what i mean is i have my basic emotions, happy, sad, angry etc, those were numb for a long time, but i felt them slightly, but the even more detailed emotions, like what i feel when i smell nice cut grass, hear the crickets, and bugs at night, those feeling were completely gone, now i get them again, i feel soo much better compared to how scary and demented i felt after smoking spice/k2 dont get me wrong i didnt feel depressed then, i was just in a huge ammount of fear that my reality was destroyed. but the more ive gained the reality i was use to before i started to struggle, and screw up myself with spice, the more ive gained my emotions back, then now i feel like ive gained at least 90% of what i use to if not more, and now im depressed. Im 23, m.