What is wrong with me? Im sometimes extremely anxious in social situations other times im overly confident and i feel as though nothing in the world can harm me. Im always either in a zen state of confidence and calm headed logical reasoning or in a whirlwind of fear,chaos and hate. in both of these states my reactions in social situations are artificial i only act how i believe im supposed to act and i dont really care about whats going on. sometimes i dont feel like im apart of the same dimension as others and i cant see them or myself as human beings or beings at all like nothing is real. when that happens i dont really have empathy but my head feels so clear. the only way i can deal with my anxiety is to wait for the cool emotionless breeze.