I have had strong urges or a feeling comes over me to do or not to do something/ When both my parents died, I had a strong feeling that I needed to see them that day, and then unknowingly they died later that day. I have had strong feelings not to do something or might hurt myself, and when I don t listen to those feeling I have cut myself, fallen of ladders, etc. Does this mean anything and if so, what is this called.