Hi, I've being diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety and borderline personality disorder. I've been attending a psychiatrist for almost 3 years now. She told me medication doesn't work for me. I've taken about 15 overdoses and just wish I was gone. I told her I was fed up with my life but she said "not fed up to change". I feel that she and every other professional is fed up with me and I don't know what to do.