I am and have for years have had Major Depersion Disorder, Add, PTS from being raped in high school and just remembering and 2 years ago raped my a man i was dating for 2 years. I have been in out patient treatment, fine for a month, now have not left home for 2 months except to p/u my Brintellix, my PTS and Trazadone, Zanax. Please , I need help, am not even thinking of suicide, i am 59 years old i am sorry to waste your time, didn t know i have to pay