What Medication Can Help While Ankles Are Swelling And Currently Suffer Cancer ?

Hi my name is Jill i have cancer got hooked 17 years on pain killer and a year in November i went to s suboxone Dr really a social worker who write from husband also haven mental suicide thoughts from past. my dr went out of town after upping me, but didnt tell me so at my appointment i waited over 4hours. she took me back and said i have to go out and talk to a builder getting a new office. i waited more all while withdrawing for 2 weeks no subs, anxiety, depression, heart meds and more. i got mad and left. i tried to apologize. i always help her one mistake she has no patience either but waiting as long as i did and being angry she kicked me out. she has also told a friend who goes a while back i cut myself which should not be discussing. i love my fake dr and hurt one mistake people get mad waiting 30 mins but over 4 hrs. anyway ankles swelling due to no heart meds still withdrawing and tried to take life again. her knowing that are dr s that bad. you can fail every drug test not get kicked out but get angry for waiting and boom