Hello,
I'm 19 years old and have done mostly everything with my boyfriend except penetration. I have used a small dildo and with everything i did, i never felt much pain. The problem is, i seem to be having a septate hymen, and i'm afraid for my first time. My hymen looks a bit strange compared to the pictures online, it seems a bit thicker but stretchy. I was wondering if it will surely hurt, bleed and will it break completely? After reading many different blogs about this online i'm a bit afraid and confused!