Having Grade 4 Rectocele. Complication From The Mesh Used In Surgery. How To Overcome This?

of course no one is responsible for my health other then myself, I have a grade 4 rectocele, most likely a complication from the mesh used in a surgery 6 years ago, I have been told. Myquestion is this: is there any realistic danger of infection or damage if I let this go a while? Very uncomforatble, know it needs tobe addressed, awaiting insurance to kick in when I am hired into a position.. I am not ignorant of facts, I do not want to rush into a $10,000.00 surgery with no insurance, and not able to chosse the doctor or healthcare facility, yet if there is a danger, of course I'd go somewhere right away, understand the whole no liability for my healthcare, thanks
so disillusioned. thought that there may be some real consideration, did not realize this was a business, if I could afford to pay you, I would have ins.